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    March 19

    倒影里的年华

                                      
          当我写下这些文字的时候,2005年的寒假已过,开始了新一轮的忙碌。尽管寒假总想着要回来,想着那些一起翘课一起通宵一起颓废的兄弟。而这一切真的来到眼前的时候,还是感到一阵的突兀。

         05年的春节,很多人从千里之外赶回父母身边;05年的春节,很多人在远离故乡的地方默数岁月。

         在总把新桃换旧符的鞭炮声中,依稀看到父母不断飞霜的鬓角,日渐老去的容颜。岁月的洪流漂染了太多的记忆,于是逐渐地我们忘记了哭泣,忘记了回忆,忘记了呼吸……

          曾几何时,我们习惯了仰视别人的伟岸;曾几何时,我们走过了跋涉的辛酸。直到有一天,我们有了自己不再模糊的容颜,终于可以对着天空呐喊,那一刻生命里尽是完满。

          有人说青春是需要祭奠的,我不知道在一弦一柱的华年中我失却了多少原本不该错过的人与事。只是突然会有一中莫名的冲动想把我的青春装殓在一个火柴盒里挖坑埋土立碑,然后再种上一棵小小的常青树。

          在给朋友讲《理工大风流往事》的时候,我常在想如果故事在颓废中开始,是否也一定要在颓废中结局?当然,颓废也许并不是个带有贬义的词语。

          如果有什么东西我已错过了,我只希望在最后一列地铁将要启动的时候,还有一个可以给我上车的瞬间,然后,再也不需要方向……

          在左手的倒影里默数右手的年华,我不知道还有多少这样的岁月可以让我挥霍。

          有人告诉我,不管前面是河流还是鸿沟,我们一起走。

          是的,也许天空不够蔚蓝,也许河流不够澄清,也许命运之神已在前面设下了太多的苦难,但至少,请让我们一起走。
     

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